CitA dAn HaraPan yaNG Tak MungKin Lusuh

Hari semalam berlalu pergi..
Jangan dinanti esok yang pasti menjelang..
Andai aku tahu makna setiap sesuatu..
Ingin aku pelajari hingga ke penghujung..

Yang sudah pasti..
Hidup yang tak mungkin kekal..
Setiap titik perpisahan yang pasti..

Kamu sentiasa ada..
Walaupun hanya sebagai bayangan ilusi..
Sudah cukup meredakan kegusaran..

Namun..
Setiap langkah yang tertinggal..
Akan segera kuhitung..
Agar kamu tiada lelah..

Dan setiap impian dan cita-cita..
Setia tersemat di dada..
Tiada terhalang..

Kata2 dan janji terdahulu..
Pembakar semangat yang nyata..
Meskipun kamu sudah tiada..
Untuk menagih janji yang lalu..

Aku..
Masih meneruskan langkah..
Dengan segenggam harapan dan usaha..
Agar kamu bangga..

Hanya kamu..

Love in Hatred

i have someone that i hate most...

i wonder why

everyday is just same to me...

i hate him...

but in return...

he cares all bout me...

i wonder why...

and once my heart spoke...

"do you really hate someone that love you?"

yes...he do cares bout me...

but i hate when he do...

i wonder why...

let say...

my feeling towards him...

maybe...

LOVE IN HATRED...

starting with ourselves

when I was young & free,
my imagination had no limits,
I dreamed of changing the world,
As I grow older & wiser
I discover the world would not change,
So I shortened my sight,
Somewhat I decided to change my only country.

But it too,
Somewhat immovable,
As I grew into my twilight year,
In one desperate attempt,
I settled for changing only my family,
Those closest to me.

But alas,
They have would none of it,
And now as I lie on my death bed,
I suddenly realize,
If only I had change myself first.

Then by example,
I would have change my family,
From their inspiration & encouragement,
I would have been able to better my country,
And who knows,
I may have even change the world.